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• an imposing journey to LvShun---DaLian

  2007-8-27

  

     what is history?to some, it means using chronicle to string past things together.but to others, it means the whole gamut of growing experiences. from history, we ponder , we learn and we maturate.

     to tell the truth, i'm an illiterate girl towards the massive history of china, ignorant but absurdly true.what's worse, i even play hooky when having history classes before------the oldies r musty and quite beyond my compass.however,this time the impressive tour was totally an exception.for the first time in my life, the inviting history education freely poured into my open body, without any resistance.everything just seemed to hit the spot.that so made sense.

    confused about why, i raised my eyesight and look over the vast ocean.below, is the billowy and surging water; above, is the azure and affectionate sky. two kinds of blue mixed symmetrically with each other,and created a perfect blend.my heart finnally lit up:it was the singular scenery there moistened my sensitive nerves, and i myself was an out-and-out nature admirer,fervent and faithful.

    when i was leaning agaist the railings by the sea, which was making waves,the entire world fell into silence before me. at first, i bid it to rain, but as it turned out later , the put-on was merely a rehearsal of the dicey weather there.the sky was completed satuated with vapour, but it sustained and finally survived----even the lifeless enviroment was so tough and strong.

    if possible, u can come through the time machine and follow my lingering steps.the moment u get there, u will find me plastered due to the unpredicable beauty.babylike seagulls would fly round us, and we could sweep onto the mega deck of the magnificent warship in fine style.

    for a split of fraction, i forgot i was a quick passer-by who only touched the base and then left befor long. i found myself accepted and involved by the merciful and benevolent nature.at a spur of the bewildering moment, i felt like being swallowed by the deep blue soothing waters---even wish myself could sink together with the mellow and venerable history and let it coach me for good.

     in good measure, i still want the beauty gifted to dalian last long.we should entie ppl good manners when they wanna travel around our dear china. be benigned, cos the whole world is tuned in and watching.

     LvShun,DaLian. the golden trip will definitly leave an indelible mark on my memory,and never gonna fade away……

     

    

    

     

   

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• i hate complexity; yet can't help being affected

  2007-8-25

     being a simple creature is cool, with enough intellegence to think , to feel , to digest, one should be conceited and satiated.

     but why do we frequently feel helpless? is it for want of love? i don't know.actually i do believe nobody has a definit interpretation or even a single clue of it.the question is set beyond any possible answers.

     i'm fed up with the hypocritical ppl who always pretend to be goody-goodies, but in the inner part of their stingy hearts, no space is saved for those who r not closely connected to their materialist benefits.in a word, they r worldly snobs.i'm sick at the scenes they struggle to manage a fake smile, cold and artificial,which in the end put ppl approaching then into freezing winter instead of warm spring.

     however, i do have to stress on the differences between a disingenuous guy and a delicate person. their styles r poles apart. the latter one is also concerning about the alleged niceties .by legend, they r ppl who always stickle as the real pedants.however, only the genuine great minds can read them well. they r books too profound to browse, i.e.they should be chewed thoroughly.

     do keep elegant manners, and that will become ur best trump(ace in the hole)in the near future. choose the elaborated words if they gonna be published. be kind and treat our fellows' eyes to a hearty and lavish feast. let others enjoy those things which we r enjoying by telling them out clearly,with refined sentences.be responsible for ur language.

     ppl who care too much is no better than those who care none. (too much water drowns the miller). watch ur every forward step, slow it down if necessary. be patient and faith-oriented.

     life is intracable, and nothing can be done to ease its fixed running pattern. and as is widely known, what can't be cured must be endured. but, what i wanna emphasize is do be real and remain unaffected,cos the world is beautiful not owing to the false decoration but ppl's natual thoughts. be urself, and go on!

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• don't tell me why

  2007-8-11

     Once the sands have run out of a person's hourglass, they can not be replaced.ppl keep telling me this. then, what shall i do, when things come to me heel after heel, without a distinct clue.ain't my eyes glassy? i donno.life is too thick a book for me to read into.sometims i just wanna quit.

     but kindling in the corner of my heart says nope. luckily that's the only voice i believe, without any reservation. we r who we r , colin whispers  to me.he is rite, being urself is so footloose and fancy-free. i love this kinda philosophy.

     the plan to dalian has been postponed for many times. though disappointed, i know i have to wait, just as any time when i wanna get sth i take favor in, i must do.

     one ex-classmate in high school contacted with me several days ago. he wanted me to play out with him.that moment,my mind was in such a whirl that i can hardly compose my thought. trying hard to entangle my jungled nerves, i even lack the proper words to response. actually i had a crush on him when we were still preparing for the NEMT.but as a reactive gal in emotion, i always long for others' proactivity.i believe it's God's truth that men should take initiative when both r falling in love, which goes without saying.he is handsome, versatile, and somewhat considerate. i can still remember the cool days when i expected him to ask me some questions in english. being it difficult or easy,i don't care. i just wanna see his transparent and lucid big eyes, so clear, like tinckling stream.

      others can never tell how much i've missed him, missing the time we were playing volleyball on the big playground;missing the journey we shared on the way to school;missing his sunny melting smile;missing……

      i'm not a gal who is easily be captured by love, i mean , the love from a boy. but once i am, it's hard for me to get out again.day after day, my whole head is full of him, from dawn to dusk,but he'll never know.however, that day, he finally gave me a call, which seems like a kight eventually breaks the vicous spell and puts an end to the sadness and loneliness in my heart.but u guess what? i,the alleged princess rejected him. what the heck do ya think i was doning? mad?maybe,my fragileness might toll the knell between he and me. somber as i am,but the fact is i just can't face him,with my sincere eyes, which will inevitably become blurred when looking into his.i love him, that's undoubtedly true, with a witness.but i just cannot air my inner feeling freely out. who can help me? who can save me?

      oh, bloody hell! i hate being wimpy and shilly-shally,but i really fancy him, more than anybody before his appearance. this feeling is new and fresh to me, i donno if i let him go, when in the future can i possibly encounter such kinda lover again.i'm rotten and love sick now. according to the saint, Man's extremity is God's opportunity, so where is my opportunity?

      i'm rite here waiting

   

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• ta-ta

  2007-7-15

  rite now, at the very moment, i wanna yell out and say:how lovely life is! so many cute friends and so many mysterious coincidences! these days i keep racking my brain to find a suitable word in my inner-thesaurus,but finally failed in vain.suddenly i found even poles apart ,at the opposite side of the globe, i 've got someone who can read me well and feel just exactly what i wanna shed out.

  just like an echo. his words and mine ,r closely entangled with each other. even without any need of hint, we can reach a tacit understanding. I shall cherish this golden and priceless occurence. That's my fortune, my hard-won treasure at the opportune time.

  colin, really nice to meet u . Among all the raucous crowd, not a minute earlier, not a minute later,maybe, this is just the fabled predestined lot.u must be the god-sent boon to me,who acts as an embassdor of love carrying a dazzling aurora ,and landing softly on the soil of my heart.

  and i do wanna be ur princess, colin. As the legend has it, we live happily in a luxious palace, for ever and ever~

  today another sweet girl i met from new-zealand also impressed me a lot. she is two years older than me and rite there studying. we chatted like  two bosom gals who know each other quite well. her heartfelt words struck my chord deeply, and i just feel identified with her. sometime ,on a whim of spur, i shall be hit on some ridiculous thoughts: that she might be my lost sister or sth, and we had to part under the threat of wars. otherwise, I lack an appropiate word to describe my feelings towards her.when the parting time came , we r so relunctant to say goodbye, that even teared up somewhat.At last, she said:ta-ta. ta-ta, sounds so sweet.it even reminds me of the famous saying from mr shakespeare, that is : parting is such sweet sorrow. then i'd like to extract sweetness from the  bitter sorrows.

  life is like a boat on vovage.now rise and now fall.however, if clever enough, u can always spy out the precious chances that r ambushing . ppl prefer to dive on qq, and so does the opportunities. then chop chop, and do grasp them. i like one of my us friends' life philosophy, he said:control ur destiny, or someone else will.

  always search for a real friend, i mean , a sincere and trust-worthy one. once u encounter a genuine partner, everything will work for the better.

  so wait if ur luck hasn't come, never waste ur time on trival matters or humble and mean ppl.since life itself is a journey, and no one wanna toil for it , we'd better ignore some stupid guys while remember the others who r worth ur attention. henceforth u shall live in a self-devised paradise , one that even much more beautiful as u have ever imagined.

  so teresa, colin ,jimmy and jack, i shall cherish all of u in my heart. being it in new zealand, america or taiwan, we can always share the fundamental and subtle sentiments of all. u have my full confidence and together with my words. let ppl see, we can be real friends until the end of the world. Good luck and best wishes to all of us! And my dear readers, thx for ur witness……

  jessie

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• a chatting record with colin---my dear American friend

  2007-7-12

  colin 说:
  hello jessie
  i like your duck image
  jessie 说:
  heh heh
  jessie 说:
  really
  colin 说:
  it's true
  jessie 说:
  i'm glad to hear that
  jessie 说:
  nice to meet u again ,colin
  colin 说:
  very bright and sunny
  colin 说:
  the same here, jessie
  jessie 说:
  ur picture is sunny too
  colin 说:
  it is an actual photo i took
  jessie 说:
  wow
  jessie 说:
  really?
  colin 说:
  of the coast in california
  jessie 说:
  u must be a veteran in photographing
  colin 说:
  no  the subject was good for any photographer
  jessie 说:
  huh, modest ?
  jessie 说:
  anyway, i do like it
  colin 说:
  a tad 
  colin 说:
  we didn't really have a chance to chat much the other day
  colin 说:
  the chat room was having problems
  jessie 说:
  yeah, due to the bad connection
  jessie 说:
  so i'm happy that we could make it up
  colin 说:
  me too
  colin 说:
  you're up late
  jessie 说:
  i once had a good dc too,but the very unlucky thing is i lost it in wal-mart
  colin 说:
  dc?
  jessie 说:
  digital camera
  colin 说:
  ah yes
  colin 说:
  in wal-mart?
  jessie 说:
  yup
  jessie 说:
  hard to swallow? but it really happened
  jessie 说:
  i might be tailed by some thief
  jessie 说:
  just my luck
  colin 说:
  it depends on what you looked like 
  jessie 说:
  heh heh,maybe
  jessie 说:
  and i looked like a fool when i discovered it was gone
  jessie 说:
  so depressed
  colin 说:
  did you get a new one?
  jessie 说:
  coz i owned it only for half a month
  jessie 说:
  not yet
  colin 说:
  yes  i understand why you'd be depressed
  jessie 说:
  it's 2 expensive ,i should assemble enough money before setting up my mind to buy a new one
  colin 说:
  where was the wal-mart?
  jessie 说:
  in chongqing --china
  jessie 说:
  policemen there r not as effective as i have imagined before
  colin 说:
  sorry to hear that
  jessie 说:
  very slow in their response and action
  colin 说:
  you like photography?
  jessie 说:
  yeah
  jessie 说:
  very much
  colin 说:
  then you must miss your camera
  jessie 说:
  i gained numerous happiness from taking pictures
  colin 说:
  a call one moment please
  jessie 说:
  okey
  colin 说:
  back
  jessie 说:
  hehe
  colin 说:
  why do you like to photograph?
  jessie 说:
  it helps to hoard my golden memories up
  jessie 说:
  and prepare me to a always promising tomorrow
  jessie 说:
  sorry should be an
  colin 说:
  so you are building memories
  jessie 说:
  kind of that
  jessie 说:
  through memory i gain limitless power
  colin 说:
  yes  very observant
  jessie 说:
  and u?
  colin 说:
  in terms of?
  jessie 说:
  taking pics
  colin 说:
  i'm drawn to landscapes
  colin 说:
  and little children
  colin 说:
  two very different subject matter
  jessie 说:
  but still sth in common
  colin 说:
  landscapes can be beautiful 
  colin 说:
  yes
  colin 说:
  children are spontaneous
  colin 说:
  landscapes evoke spontaneous thoughts and feelings in me
  jessie 说:
  and both of them r beautiful
  jessie 说:
  in brief
  colin 说:
  very
  colin 说:
  and although i love photographs of women
  colin 说:
  i don't take them myself
  jessie 说:
  hee hee why not
  jessie 说:
  a little bit shy?
  colin 说:
  i have no models
  colin 说:
  and yes, i'm shy
  jessie 说:
  u must be too paticular in finding an appropriate model
  colin 说:
  i wouldn't say so    i find that women's bodies are very beautiful
  colin 说:
  curves, softness, mysteries
  jessie 说:
  mysteries,i can't agree more
  colin 说:
   
  jessie 说:
  coz my mom is a beauty ,so i used to experience it ever since i was a little girl
  colin 说:
  then you know
  jessie 说:
  admiring beauty just for beauty's sake
  jessie 说:
  no lust
  colin 说:
  yes beauty for beauty's sake
  colin 说:
  and i must confess, jessie
  colin 说:
  sometimes there can be an erotic quality to women     you know that as well as me
  jessie 说:
  well ,that's a sad fact ,but undoubtedly true
  colin 说:
  why sad, jessie?
  jessie 说:
  how to say
  jessie 说:
  everybody's view may differ on that matter
  colin 说:
  yes  i think you're right about that
  jessie 说:
  men r attracted by sex ,some air that they find safty in it
  jessie 说:
  but things may not as simple as it appears to be
  colin 说:
  that is often the case
  jessie 说:
  esp in china ,u know
  colin 说:
  that is why i was hoping you'd continue our chats
  colin 说:
  for me to understand how some chinese think about things    including the sexual
  jessie 说:
  heh heh ,i'm not conservative
  colin 说:
  nor am i
  jessie 说:
  but in china
  jessie 说:
  people ,esp the women's virginity is regarded indispensible
  jessie 说:
  if she wants to be a good wife
  jessie 说:
  according to the stereotyped morals
  colin 说:
  we have some of that here in america too, jessie
  colin 说:
  but in the end
  colin 说:
  we all live much of our lives in private
  colin 说:
  and present a public image that may not reflect 
  colin 说:
  how we really feel and think  .  . . and act
  colin 说:
  the two worlds can exist side by side
  jessie 说:
  well ,that sounds quite true
  jessie 说:
  but they always want to dispel the other world ---the one seems rebellious and intolerable
  colin 说:
  i so agree
  colin 说:
  there is always someone who wants to control someone else
  colin 说:
  that is the way of the world
  colin 说:
  as you said earlier
  colin 说:
  memories are our power
  colin 说:
  and memories are thoughts
  colin 说:
  my days of rebelling are probably behind me
  colin 说:
  but i do that in a different way now
  colin 说:
  and i live as i choose
  jessie 说:
  then congratulations to u on ur grasp of ur own life
  jessie 说:
  u must feel like living in a paradise once ur heart is immune to the clamorous world outside
  colin 说:
  there is always that tension
  colin 说:
  that is what it means to be alive
  colin 说:
  to live in that tension
  colin 说:
  and more often than not make choices that support what you value personally
  jessie 说:
  to live  to suffer  to accept and to surpass
  jessie 说:
  everybody want to change right in my country
  jessie 说:
  and sometimes it's too hard to bear to go ur own way
  colin 说:
  yes
  colin 说:
  there is often a price
  jessie 说:
  coz nobody understand u
  jessie 说:
  yup , and an exorbitant one
  colin 说:
  that's why it's important to have good people around you that do understand, accept, and maybe even share your point of view
  colin 说:
  just think, jessie
  colin 说:
  all this conversation came from
  colin 说:
  my saying how much i enjoy the erotic qualities of women
   
  colin 说:
  that is the power of a woman's "mystery"
  colin 说:
  it is more than her looks
  colin 说:
  her sex
  jessie 说:
  but still i can't stand people who r fond of exhibitionism
  colin 说:
  me as well
  colin 说:
  i believe in some discretion
  colin 说:
  it is necessary
  jessie 说:
  i do agree with u on that issue
  jessie 说:
  coz mystery can't be fully unveiled
  colin 说:
  yes!!!
  colin 说:
  but it can be experienced
  jessie 说:
  otherwise it will never be mysterious but nasty
   
  jessie 说:
  have u ever been to china ,colin
  colin 说:
  no i haven't   i really would love to though
  colin 说:
  a friend of mine is traveling around china at the moment
  jessie 说:
  wow,just my guess!
  jessie 说:
  i assume that she must feel higher than a kite if she truly get involed in our traditional though wonderful culture
  colin 说:
  she is traveling with a group of teachers and she is very excited by your culture and traditions (as i am)
  colin 说:
  have you been to america?
  jessie 说:
  nope, but maybe after 1 or 2 years
  jessie 说:
  i'll go there for further study
  colin 说:
  what are you studying now?
  jessie 说:
  economics,sorry i thought i've told u
  colin 说:
  my apologies, i remember now
  colin 说:
  you are teaching as well
  jessie 说:
  hehe,teaching? nah,actually i haven't graduated yet
  colin 说:
  then enjoy being a student    it can be fun
  jessie 说:
  free from trouble
  colin 说:
  possibly
  jessie 说:
  in china ,u needn't bother about the money when studying on campus
  colin 说:
  so i understand
  colin 说:
  and how do you live out your own mystery, jessie?
  are you able to share some of your own thoughts and feelings with your friends?
  jessie 说:
  yeah,we r kinda open-minded
  colin 说:
  kinda?
  jessie 说:
  kind of ,sorry for my lazy abbreviation
  colin 说:
  do you have a special girl or boyfriend?

  jessie 说:
  em
  jessie 说:
  well
  jessie 说:
  as for that, i should confess
  jessie 说:
  i once had one
  jessie 说:
  but that was a past tense story
  colin 说:
   
  colin 说:
  boy?  girl?
  jessie 说:
  i'm not a lesbian ,so of course a boy
  colin 说:
  i try not to make assumptions about sexual preferences, jessie
  colin 说:
  the world is big now
  jessie 说:
  yep in deed
  colin 说:
  and people are more open-minded
  jessie 说:
  they really r
  jessie 说:
  once we chatted on that topic in our dorm
  jessie 说:
  and none of us show any discrimination towards homosexual people
  jessie 说:
  everyone has the right to live carefreely and wholeheartly
  colin 说:
  i glad to hear that from you
  jessie 说:
  without reconciliation with others
  jessie 说:
  just words from my inner heart
  colin 说:
  i welcome them
  colin 说:
  are you in your dorm now?
  jessie 说:
  now?nope .i've come back home. it's summer vacation at present,and i'm enjoying it
  jessie 说:
  my prime time
  colin 说:
  what pleasures you, jessie?
  jessie 说:
  staying with my parents
  jessie 说:
  we chat , go walking
  jessie 说:
  and do sth i like but with no time to do before
  colin 说:
  you enjoy family time then. that's very nice.
  colin 说:
  how about your own personal desires?
  jessie 说:
  hard to tell ,there r tons of them
  jessie 说:
  for example
  jessie 说:
  surfing the net, building my own website
  jessie 说:
  playing volleyball
  jessie 说:
  tennis
  colin 说:
  well rounded interests
  jessie 说:
  and go shopping with my intimate friends
  jessie 说:
  hehe,maybe
  colin 说:
  maybe?
  jessie 说:
  maybe rounded interets as u said
  jessie 说:
  and still more
  jessie 说:
  like playing piano ,guitar
  jessie 说:
  etc.
  jessie 说:
  so what about u ,what do ya often take with ur leisure
  colin 说:
  i read
  colin 说:
  play guitar
  colin 说:
  surf the net
  colin 说:
  share with friends
  colin 说:
  walk
  colin 说:
  take photos when i'm interested (by the way, you must save for your dc   )
  colin 说:
  and when possible,
  colin 说:
  chat with someone like yourself
  jessie 说:
  well sounds cool
  colin 说:
  in my own way, it is
  jessie 说:
  some items of ur hobbie r identical with mine
  jessie 说:
  i like reading too
  jessie 说:
  and writing
  colin 说:
  you write well here
  jessie 说:
  thx for ur appreciation
  jessie 说:
  i'm improving
   
  colin 说:
  we all can
  jessie 说:
  the little smiling  face always makes me relaxed, just like loosening the tension of mind
  jessie 说:
  very lovely
  colin 说:
  yes   it also lets me communicate a feeling with you
  colin 说:
  although i love words, i also like to share feelings
  colin 说:
  i'm a kind of thinking, feeling, touching kind of person
  jessie 说:
  and sensitive in some way
  colin 说:
  i like to think so
  colin 说:
  you are as well
  jessie 说:
  yeah , so each time i feel down, my fellow friends will console me and share my sorrows. their presence by my side really helps to alleviate my pain
  colin 说:
  and do they share your joys, jessie?
  jessie 说:
  yup, abosolutely, if them don't .i shall ask them to .coz i do hope happiness can be contagious and spread all around
  colin 说:
  good for you. i like your philosophy
  jessie 说:
  same here
  colin 说:
  there is a line from a song: 
  colin 说:
  with two to share each happiness and two to share each woe
  colin 说:
  oh how the woe seems so much less
  colin 说:
  a nice line
  jessie 说:
  yeah ,thx for ur share

  colin 说:
  what kind of piano and guitar music to you like?
  jessie 说:
  country music and some classical ones with melancholy tones
  jessie 说:
  blues too
  jessie 说:
  and sometime i like the jazz, whose rhythm is magical
  colin 说:
  i've broad interests as well although i favor classical and jazz
  jessie 说:
  magical
  colin 说:
  jazz can be very evocative full of feeling and complex harmonies
  colin 说:
  it is a marvelous expression 
  colin 说:
  melancholy tones in classical, eh?
  colin 说:
  you like minor keys?
  jessie 说:
  yup,maybe some kind of that
  jessie 说:
  by the way ,do u favor street dance?
  colin 说:
  like hip hop?
  jessie 说:
  yeah,and breaking ,poping etc.
  colin 说:
  not really. i do like parties in the street when people just dance spontaneously
  colin 说:
  i was once caught up in that when i was visiting puerto rico years ago
  colin 说:
  very nice
  colin 说:
  lots of fun
  jessie 说:
  i can imagine that
  colin 说:
  i lived in south america when i was younger
  colin 说:
  lots of street parties
  colin 说:
  lots of passion
  colin 说:
  i like passionate music
  jessie 说:
  when listening to that kind of songs ,i often feel kind of fueled up.Getting injected with energy ,passion, and also joy
  colin 说:
  yes  exactly
  colin 说:
  jessie, even though i appear to some as somewhat shy in inward, i am a very passionate men
  jessie 说:
  i guess so
  jessie 说:
  from ur words
  colin 说:
  i like to live life passionately in my fashion
  jessie 说:
  me too ,a passionate heart hidden behind a peaceful appearance. remain a low profile but an active heart
  colin 说:
  you've said it well. i think you and i have a great deal in common, jessie. at least in our inner lives.
  colin 说:
  some of my passion has sadly been fed by some personal tragedies.
  colin 说:
  i needed to survive
  colin 说:
  and grow beyond grief and loss
  colin 说:
  i waited and the sun rose another day
  colin 说:
  and i stepped out into it
  colin 说:
  and like the feel of the warmth of life
  colin 说:
  i knew then what mattered
  colin 说:
  and that guides many of my choices
  jessie 说:
  i like ur words , full of melody and emotion ,sounds like a poem
  jessie 说:
  in fact i have a passage to share with u
  jessie 说:
  perhaps u've read it before, but i still want to ring the bell
  jessie 说:
  pls wait a moment
  colin 说:
  yes
   
  colin 说:
  it came through quickly. let me read it if i may
  jessie 说:
  of course , pls take ur time
  colin 说:
  jessie, that is marvelous. simply marvelous. i must confess
  colin 说:
  my eyes teared up as i read that. 
  colin 说:
  i'm very familiar with b russell but i've never read that passage before
  colin 说:
  thank you so much for sharing that with me
  jessie 说:
  i'm glad u enjoy it, grateful as well
  jessie 说:
  coz i've been looking 4 a suitable person to send it to ,and the moment u appeared ,i thought it was the time
  jessie 说:
  i appreciate ur offer of understanding
  colin 说:
  those passions are at the core of who i am. you have read me well, jessie
  colin 说:
  sometimes those passions appear contradictory in my life
  jessie 说:
  actually the philosophy may guide us no where, but, with the passion we harvest from it,we'll be totally prepared for a better tommorrow
  colin 说:
  i believe so
  colin 说:
  i see you are also have a very practical mind
  jessie 说:
  yes contradictions really exist,and impossible to get rid of
  colin 说:
  so i live in them sometimes
  jessie 说:
  so i just gonna cherish my passions and make best use of them
  colin 说:
  you will make someone a great companion someday, jessie
  colin 说:
  choose wisely
  jessie 说:
  thx for ur kind advice
  jessie 说:
  i will
  colin 说:
  it's perhaps good fortune that i am not in china
  colin 说:
  your evoke the kind of feelings and thoughts
  colin 说:
  that would beckon me to you
  colin 说:
  i love your practical complexity
  colin 说:
  i hope you are appreciated by at least one person other than your parents
  jessie 说:
  ur fashion of life is also inviting
  jessie 说:
  actually i am
  jessie 说:
  by plenty of them
  jessie 说:
  and still wait patiently for my prince charming
  colin 说:
  i'm now beginning to understand your last chat room name   poppy
  jessie 说:
  and i will not ask u unless u feel happy to tell me
  colin 说:
  i'm sitting here in my study
  colin 说:
  and reached over to a small buddha
  colin 说:
  it is cast in metal
  colin 说:
  by a Tibetan monk
  colin 说:
  who lives in Nepal
  colin 说:
  inside the small figure
  colin 说:
  is a poppy seed
  colin 说:
  i can feel and hear it
  colin 说:
  as i shake the figure
  colin 说:
  it is the promise of what can be 
  colin 说:
  jessie, you will realize your promise
  colin 说:
  this i know
  jessie 说:
  thx……more than i can possibly express
  jessie 说:
  u r a good palm reader
  jessie 说:
  and i was greatly moved by ur interpretation
  colin 说:
  we are soul-mates jessie
  colin 说:
  rarely to be encountered by each other
  colin 说:
  we travel alone
  colin 说:
  in the midst of the noise and clamor of the world
  jessie 说:
  how i wish the journey is endless……mom used to say:jessie, u should grow up and face the music.sometimes ,i'm just loaded with burden,and out of breath.when fun comes in on little dancing feet,i probably won't be expectiong it.but,yes,there is always a promise deep down my soul,and i'm always beckoned to realize it.
  colin 说:
  your mom is wise. well,jessie, will you forgive me if i step away for now? Infected by the tide of waves in my heart , i found i need some time to reflect on what we've chatted

  jessie说：that's okey, colin.actually,ur words struck my chord and left a resonant sound. through our talk ,we carried each other along.now i found same need here to chew it on ^_^

  colin说： before you leave,jessie, could you please tell me what i can see if i look straightly into your eyes, at this very moment

  jessie说:relunctance and relief      relief from my sorrows and relunctance to part

  colin说: you can see the same here,jessie. now, as a gentleman, i'll let go first

  jessie说：all right, dear buddy.bye 4 now, and see u later. i'm sure tonight i shall have a sweet dream, one full of blossoming poppy……

  colin说：farewell, sweetie

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• Today is the day

  2007-7-01

  

   

  Today is the day i should say hi

  Every moment gonna be a memory,plated  with silver,embedded in fate……

  I sigh , not for the bitterness we owned this very moment,but the uncertainty conceived in my deep heart.

  Always get things prepared before hand.A schedule in advance is just indespensible if you wanna avoid the unpleasant problems.Never spare labour,then you can save the trouble.

  Today is the day, a fresh day in July,a promising start.

  Reservations need to be made, cauz a good beginning is half done.

  I shall try hard to dispel my gloomy spirits___casting them away and getting ready for a fragrant tomorrow……

  Today is the day

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